Dr.Sorayya Hematipour

Freedom in Canvas Painting: Art as the Experience of Choosing and Reconstructing Agency

Publication date : 1405/6/31

Freedom is one of the most fundamental components of human experience, and the feeling of having free will and the ability to influence the course of life plays an important role in psychological health and identity formation. In many life situations, human beings are faced with situations that limit the possibility of their choices, such as illness, loss, trauma, family crises, failure, physical changes, Social pressures and sudden experiences can reduce a person's sense of control over life. In such a situation, it is not only external difficulty, but also the inner experience of "I can't choose anymore" can lead to distress, helplessness, and decreased motivation. Art therapy can provide the possibility of re-experiencing choice and control by creating a creative space, and transform the canvas into an arena in which one can re-experience some of their lost agency.

Agency refers to the individual's capacity to make decisions, initiate, influence the environment, and experience himself as an active activist. This concept is not the same as absolute control over life ; human beings are always faced with limitations that are beyond their control, but even in limited circumstances, they can make choices and take positions in certain areas. From a psychological perspective, The sense of agency is strengthened when a person is able to experience a meaningful connection between himself and the consequences of his choices. Art is important because the process of creating a work consists of a series of small, continuous choices : the choice of color, instruments, size, shape, placement of elements, the intensity of the lines, the composition, the change or removal of a section, and the decision about when the work will end, can all create an experience of choice.

In the process of painting, a person encounters a screen that does not yet have a clear shape and can organize it in a way that is meaningful to him. This symbolic situation can be linked to real life experiences. A person who feels that many events are out of his control in everyday life can re-experience in the painting space that his choices matter. Of course, this experience should not be confused with real control over external circumstances; its value lies in creating a psychological experience of choice and activism that can be transferred to other areas of life as well.

From a psychological perspective, feelings of control and self-efficacy are linked to motivation, adaptability, and mental health. When a person believes they can influence a part of a situation, they are more likely to work to solve a problem, adapt, or achieve goals. Artistic activity can reinforce this belief by creating small, visible experiences of success and choice. A person may draw only one line first, then choose a color, change a part, and finally create an image that is the result of their own set of decisions. Observing this process can contribute to the experience of "I can create and change something."

This becomes especially important in the context of illness and treatment. As a result of the diagnosis, the patient may feel that his body, daily routine, treatment, and even his future are largely determined by medical conditions. In such a situation, painting can create a space in which a person has a choice again. He can decide what to show, what to hide, what color to use, or even to create an image of his desired future. This small experience is not a substitute for medical treatment, but it can respond in part to a person's psychological need for participation, independence, and a sense of control.

In psycho-oncology, the concept of agency is particularly important, as cancer can affect a person's sense of control over the body and the future. Experiencing repeated tests, surgeries, hospitalizations, and lengthy treatments may put the patient in a position where medical decisions involve a significant portion of their life. Art therapy can create a space for the patient to return some choices to themselves. Visualizing "my body," "my life after treatment," or "what I still have" can help a person better recognize the boundary between real limitations and remaining areas of authority.

The artistic process can also be related to the restoration of self-efficacy. Self-efficacy refers to a person's belief about their ability to perform an action or face a situation. When a person takes a work from an initial and uncertain stage to a visible outcome, they may gain an experience of ability and progress. Even if the work is aesthetically simple, the decision-making process, Problem-solving, tolerating errors, and moving on can be psychologically valuable. The therapist can consciously link this experience to a conversation about one's abilities in everyday life.

One of the important characteristics of art is that it allows for modification and reconstruction. In real life, many decisions are irreversible and some shortcomings cannot be replaced, but in a work of art one can erase a part, paint another on it, add a new shape, or change the composition. This experience can be a metaphor for psychological resilience. Dermatological personRealize that not everything is perfect from the beginning and that changing a decision does not necessarily mean failure. Such an experience can increase tolerance for ambiguity and error and create a more flexible attitude toward the problem-solving process.

On the other hand, freedom in art does not always mean complete freedom. A person may be limited by tools, skills, physical space, or therapeutic instructions. However, even within a limited framework, there are many choices. This can symbolically show that agency does not necessarily depend on the elimination of all constraints. One can choose within the limits of available possibilities and use those possibilities to bring about meaningful change. This perception is also in line with existentialist views, which consider freedom not to mean the absence of all constraints, but rather as the possibility of choosing a position and response in the current situation.

Research evidence on artistic interventions has shown that creative activities can be associated with increased feelings of participation, reduced distress, and strengthening some dimensions of psychological adaptation. However, it is not possible to conclude based solely on the creation of a work of art that a person's agency in real life has also increased. The transition of this experience from the artistic space to everyday life depends on several factors such as relationship therapy, the type of intervention, the characteristics of the individual, and real opportunities for decision-making. Therefore, art therapy can play a more effective role in reconstructing agency when the experience of choice in the canvas is linked to the dialogue and practice of choice in real life.

In the therapeutic setting, the therapist can provide the person with a range of meaningful choices, rather than precisely determining what to paint. The choice of subject, medium, size, and modus operandi can be part of the intervention itself. Even a simple question such as "Where would you like to start?" can reinforce the experience of choice. In this approach, the therapist plays a leading and facilitating role, not a control of the process. Respecting one's choice, even when one's choice differs from the therapist's expectation, is an important part of maintaining agency in the therapeutic relationship.

However , one of the major challenges is that the artistic activity should not be performed in a commanding and compulsory manner. If the therapist determines all the details of the work or forces the person to produce a particular image, the same experience of incontinence that the intervention is supposed to reduce may be reproduced. Also, the patient should not be expected to fully regain his sense of control simply by painting. In situations such as severe illness, violence, poverty, or social restrictions, many of the factors affecting a person's life are truly beyond their control, and psychotherapy should not ignore this fact or put the responsibility for the structural conditions on the individual's shoulders.

Another limitation is the difference in people's level of interest and connection to art. Some people may find painting to be an enjoyable and liberating activity, while others may feel that they are not good at it or are afraid of being judged. Therefore, the emphasis on "being an artist" or the aesthetic quality of the work can conflict with the therapeutic goal of the intervention. What matters is the experience of choice and the process of creation, not the artistic value of the final product.

From a research point of view, it is also necessary to operationalize and measure the concept of agency more carefully. Future studies can investigate the effect of artistic interventions on self-efficacy, sense of control, decision-making, therapeutic participation, psychological flexibility, and quality of life, and use qualitative interviews to understand a person's experience, in addition to quantitative measures. Longitudinal studies can also determine whether the experience of choice and control in the The artistic process leads over time to lasting changes in the sense of agency, or it remains more of a short-lived experience dependent on the therapy session.

The canvas can become a space in which a person can re-experience the choice is possible, even when life has not given him all the choices. The person is confronted with a blank page and, among the various possibilities, decides to start a line, choose a color, change a part, and create an image that did not exist before. This simple experience can carry a deep meaning: I can still choose, I can still change something, and I can still play a role in making part of my experience. In this way, art therapy does not attempt to deny the real limitations of life, but rather helps the individual to see clearer the boundaries between what he does not have and what he can still choose. In this sense, freedom in canvas is not freedom from all limitations, but an experience of agency within limitations, an experience that can begin with a line and a color and gradually expand to reconstruct one's relationship with oneself, one's decisions, and the possibility of influencing one's life.